Obsession

Obsession.Why do some people is so obsessed with fame,money and power.I know these three are like the  'most' important thing to have nowadays.But people,please.Stop trying so hard,it's the part where you tried so hard that made me go ' Urghhh get a life,people ' .One more thing,obsessed to be like your so-called idol.These days there are tooo many people trying so hard to be like Yuna.If you put her as your idol,it's okay.But it's not okay when you try SO hard.Be yourself,cause you are wayy cooler * I think.Im not condemning anyone,it's just annoys me so much to see many young adults nowadays are easily influenced and easily pressured by peer pressure :/ I know,I know it happens to anyone and almost everybody,including me sometimes.All Im trying to say is,quit trying so hard and just be yourself.You are beautiful inside out,if you think you're not beautiful inside,then maybe it's time you try to be.Kau nak cantikkan luaran je,dalaman mcm mane?

Smile lah

Sometimes in life,you tend to forget.And sometimes you forget about things that keep you going and make through life.To me,I always forgot to believe.Believe in myself.Believe that I am strong.Believe that I am not just a waste of space.Believe that I am something,I am somebody not a nobody.Believe that Everything will be okay somehow someway.Believe that I am not dumb or stupid eventho I am blur almost all the time (-.-") Believe that not everybody is against me,it's just my feeling.

So believe,believe you are special cause you are :)

Finally

Oh-emm-GEE my school life is over.my SPM is over.I am free and it feels weird.Why? I have no idea.Now I can finally sit back and idle.Okay done that,now IM BORED! I need hala tujuan.Now that I dont have school or exams,I dont know what am I supposed to do.Today I washed the dishes,sidai kain and kemas rumah without having being told.I am so in the i-am-so-bored-i-could-die phase.Sheesh I need a project.I need my sewing machine back (-.-)v

It is rude to stare

I always stare at people.but I extremely hate it when people stare at me.It gives me creep,usha my face my body.Its like they can see through me ._. When I stare at people,usually cause the person is pretty or unique in some way.Its not like I'm bitching about them D: Still,nobody likes to be stared at,so don't stare at people.its rude! Note to myself ;O

Someway Somehow Baby

Someway somehow,
I can still feel your presence
here with me.
Someway somehow,
it feels just yesterday
they took you away from me.

I remember the days we spent together,
I remember the times vividly.
I used to talk to you every day,
about dreams and hope,
Like the world has no limit.
I used to sing to you every night,
about stars and destiny
Like the world is not this cruel
Like the world is not this selfish.

Someway somehow,
it feels just yesterday.
Someway somehow,baby
I would like to meet you...

Truly written from the heart,
Dee

People Change

People change.From bad to good,good to bad,bad to worse.Whatever,people change.Since we were young,we always hear the phrase, 'Never judge the book by its cover' .Heck,admit it.We all judge something from it's cover,it's appearance .We always assume the pretty girl across the street,wearing tudung,innocent face,sopan santun,made us go 'awwww mesti baik budak ni :D '.or maybe the guy,holding books,with his nerdy glasses,we will assume he is damn smart.We judge something from it's appearance.Well what if,you see a guy wearing helmet,chocolate-mocha brown skin with black shirt and jeans,riding his motor.You will assume he is a rempit and a bad guy.Don't deny it,you know you do it all the time.

We often watch people change,doesn't matter from bad to worse or good to better.When a person changed,you just criticized the person.But you never actually wondered why.For example,if your friend changed to be worse.You will say to yourself 'mampos die lah,hidup die' or maybe 'eeee tak sedar diri budak ni..bangang' .kan kan? Am I right or am I right? :) So,think lah.Everything happens for a reason.Stop judging people and don't be a hypocrite.Don't judge people if you don't want to be judged

SMK Wangsa Melawati

Lagi 5 bulan...

Lagi 5 bulan ape?

Nak habis skola! ;(

okok fine,i take back when I said I cant wait for school to end.but when I reminisce everything tht happened at school,ya know,sweet memories.It made me sad that all this will end soon.SPM is coming after us,still we're not prepared.our empty brains made us pray SPM were to be postponed (hehe : P )

At school,where I meet all my friends,where we do stupid things together,we learn things together,we play together,share secrets,ups and downs together..

Oh well,we have to keep moving forward.5months is short.So,lets make the most of it,people ! ;)

Experiences

Experiences.It makes you more matured and smarter and love yourself more and love people around you more or likewise,depends on what the person experienced.But to me,my previous experiences made me more matured (hehe) and made me realised about things I didn't realised before.Everything happens for a reason.If you think something bad happens to you is to punish you or its just a bad luck,you're wrong.everything does happen for reason.Maybe it will take a while for you to see the goodness in your bad luck,but you'll see,it is for the best.Trust me cause I know,I've been there.Every one has been there,right :)

When something bad happened to us,we need somebody to lean on.It is true when they say,true friends do come around when you needed them the most :) and I regret the day I said true friends doesnt exist.they do exist,they're just somewhere for you to find.When you have found them,dont take them for granted.Like I said,everthing happens for a reason.You're smart,you must know what I meant ;)

Holiday again :D

We didnt win the drama,oh well,atleast we had fun ;P it was embarassing,i tell u,embarassing but fun at the same time LOL
Its the holiday,again :D but after the holiday,ade diagnostik SPM.what the crap?Im going on a vacation,so i dont have time to study eheh.alasan.fine,I'll bring books instead of clothes to Singapore.I'll wear papers from the books instead of my comfy clothes.NOT!
Sekarang baru sedar,barulah nak seedar kan.SPM is getting nearer.Che ainie lectured us and huh,terase kot -.- my brain is empty without any knowledge.I need to study.gahhh
Remember the plan,

SPM-A Level-DUBLIN! I can do this.I must!

Leather jackets is in right.I saw lots of people wearing it now.Dont you guys,like,get sweaty and feel hot when you're wearing it? Malaysia panas kot,how can you guys stand the weather with that jacket? -.- tapela,dorang tak banyak dosa kot

Grease Lightning

We're doing a play.a musical drama,GREASE.og my god,im gonna make a complete full out of myself XP guess who's playing as John Travolta? RAFIUDIN haha.ok ok,I dont mean it in that way,bukan nak kutuk but after this,when I watch John Travolta,Rafiudin is the one that will appear on my tv screen,not John Travolta hahah.God im imagining him dancing the Saturday Night Fever! lol.sorry raf raf XP Zee is playing as Sandy.Serious sesuai,suke tgk die nari! :D hihi Everybody is excited,well most of us,are excited to do this haha
Teacher said if we win this,We will get rm100,but not each of us get 100.so we have to bahagi utk 28 org.hek elehh berape ringgit je dapat =.= penat penat aku nari cam bangang atas stage,tu je dapat hahah *tu pn kalau menang lah HAHAH XP

Mom at 17? woah

 

©2005-2010 !LitoPrincess

 

Have you guys ever thought of being pregnant at the age of 17 or younger? well,I have
It may not struck your mind how it really feels to be pregnant at this young.Some want to die,hit by a lorry,jump off a cliff,all those self-destructive scenarios come to mind when you're not mentally stable and depressed.I read about moms who were still in their teenage years.When you're a teenager,you would want to think about boys,fashion,parties,studies etc.Not children,changing diapers or send your kid to a nursery.
When i watched 'Juno',I told myself

'the film maker is unbelievable,he/she made being pregnant at 17 seems easy and simple.get pregnant,wait for the baby to pop out,give the baby to someone else,find a bf,live happily ever after like nothing happen,the end.'

pfft.Its not that easy.This is not movies or dramas.This is the reality.Unwanted babies got dumped in rivers,trash bins,in the bushes etc.It just gives me goosebumps to think of the worse.

So girls,do takecare of yourselves.Not all boys really want to be with you forever.Some of them (maybe most of them) just want to take advantage.Plus,this is Malaysia not USA or Aussie whatever.Our people here take this issue very seriously.Its not wrong to have fun or show your love to your guy but everything has their limits

Its raining raining

Yeah yeah we all have problems,crisis,what-so-everr.Different people different crisis,only the tough ones survive.but im not tough at all.im like soft as a feather,sheesh.why am i soo weak =.= no no,shut it.I have to be strong and face this shit.We all are,we all are facing this big load of shit in front of us,yeah.

When i read the newspaper about crisis or when somebody is opening up to me about her/his crisis,it just gives me shivers and made me ask myself,whats going to happen to me next?Im not an exception to all these problems.nobody are.But in the end,this is life,sometimes u're on top of the world,sometimes u're at the bottom of the sea.nobody knows right.All im saying is,sediakan payung sebelum hujan and preventing is waaaaay better than curing.When u are falling or already at the bottom,u'll know who ur true friend is

Cuti cuti :D

Yay its the holiday!i can wake up late,watch movies,and ehem ehem,ahaaaaa ;p
Valentine's day?Oh no,I did not celebrate it.bahaye wooo kua time valentine's
JAIS belambak sane sini =.= i dont need my ass to be fried,thank youu
Btw its the holiday,what's my plan? SHOPPING!! :Dyeah,im screaming my lungs out,im going SHOPPING!!! hahah im nuts,tak perlu kot nak brag bout this but im just soo darn excited and hyper cause its the holiday and i dont have to come to school for 1 whole week,whippidooo!

Please let 2010 be a memorable one

Okay okay so we all know 2010 is coming,few more hours from now then goodbye 2009 :)
2009 has been heck of a year for me...more pain than happiness -.- ? hmm

I've changed a lot,worse or better,you be the judge.2009 taught me a lot,changed my perception about people,changed my point of view,changed my way of thinking and really changed my attitude.Nevertheless,I hope 2010 wont be a year full of regrets but a year which I wont ever forget and filled with joy and happiness and success :)

Cheers to all of us yeah

Big hug kiss kiss Little hug,
Dee

Talented singer coming through

Im sure you guys know exactly who Charice is :) She is unbelievably talented,way better than Beyonce or Celine Deon or Whitney or Mariah Carey.In my opinion,well she's just waaay better than them.And she's just 17! okay maybe i exaggerated a bit but hey,that's just my opinion

Listen to this,people.you will be blown away




Search her on Youtube,there's loads of video of her :)

Note to God

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak whats in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away,
For love to overflow
If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
For peace to mend this world
I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I would say what on my mind
I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world
Until these times
If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts
And I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

No, no no no
We can't do this on our own

 

If I can write a note to god,I would definitely write to Him.I want Him to take my life and put me in one of His heavens.But no,that's just impossible

Rest in Peace :(

Poka died this morning.I think its kinda my fault,I didnt really took a good care of her

May you rest in peace,Poka :(

Heads in the clouds

Have you ever feel like running away to somewhere,anywhere.someplace where everyone is a stranger to you,where nobody won't even say 'Hey thats.....' .Just maybe,maybe,there's a place where you can escape from everything.From everyone that knows you,problems that just want to kick you right in the butt,situations,confrontations.Nobody could escape that.Cause that's life,reality.This is not some fairytale where you live happily ever after.Some people wish for bad things to happen cause they're just bored and want thrills and so-called-adventures.But for those who already went through somthg bad,they wish they could escape from reality.They wish for a happy ending,something they never had before.Sometimes reality just slapped you right in the face.When that happens,you wish you could just disappear.Sometimes I know I have to be grateful with what I already had cause there are a lot more unfortunate than me but sometimes I just wish I could escape from all of this.Wouldn't we all?
Im a dreamer.I dream cause dreams are just better than reality.dreams can make us happy though we know it is just impossible for it to happen.It's better to put our heads in the clouds sometimes,well if it makes us happy.I know I am.But when I come back to reality,I just feel like this huge burden suddenly fell on my shoulder making me want to cover my face and close my eyes and wish for a better life.And when this happens,I would say to myself ; take me away to better place,someway somehow,just me in it...

Sooo Looooong

Okay this is going to be one loooong post.well clearly cause I got so much to tell.though maybe nobody is going to read it but what the hell.Shove off then if u dont want to

First:My parents are back!

Yes,finally my parents are back :) ooh how much i miss them folks.Like others(org baru balik dari Mekah),they brought back sooo many stuff,I repeat,sooo many.Common stuff;jubah,inai,tasbih,sejadah etc
So finally,boleh makan sedap sedap balik :D hehe cause im telling ya,we've been eating junk for the whole month(actually,it was 44 days)
except bile kat kampung lah,there I can eat REAL FOOD.
My mom bought me jubah and purdah.Skang bolehlah aku main ninja ninja dengan adik aku kaaan HAHAH

Second:My newest addictions

Her name is Poka :) actually it's PolkaDot cause badan die dot dot mcm polka dot.hehe.

Ok actually theres 3 of them :D
One girl,2 boys.Yg jantan tu seko eko straight,satu eko bengkok
So yg ekor straight,his name is Moustache.Pretty much cause he looks like he has one
The other one yg ekor bengkok,name die Bebeb

We got them from kakak;die kutip kat mane tah.Oh I just loooove my babies :) thts right,they're my babies now!

Third:Ten Things I Hate About Me

Dont get me wrong.I just want to tell u guys about this book!
Okay Im a bit obsessed with this book.I just freakin love it.Nyesal tak beli dari dulu lagi.At first when I see this book on the shelves,I thought it was boring and so darn predictable just by looking at the cover.Boy,I was wrong

Im gonna give 2 thumbs up.No...4 thumbs up :D haha.What I love about this book is its kinda an eye-opener for all the racists dickheads all over the globe,especially teenagers.Randa Abdel Fattah(the author) did a really good job and a really good writer.This book is pack with humor,well only if u get the humor like I do.
Okay now I sounded like iklan dalam tv haha
Anyways,currently Im looking for her first book ; Does My head look big in this?
I heard that book won an award,so Im definitely gonna buy that book hee
Yes,Im a bookworm.Got problem with that? :)

It is true when they say ; Never judge a book by its cover ;)

Fourth:Kinda Addicted to Rihanna now

I have been listening to Rihanna's new album for days for hours and Im not bored of them,yet.I love all the songs.Especially Photographs-Rihanna feat will.i.am

Gahh aku dr tadi mem-promote haha

Fifth:2010 is coming

Means SPM is coming too,nearer and nearer -.- no more freedom,from now on,its going to be study study study tusyen tusyen tusyen.... DUSHHH *bunyi bende berat hit kepale*


Hmmm I guess that would be all I want to say,pour out to u guys.Later dudesss

Big Hug Kiss Kiss Little Hug,
Deeeeeee

Asal laaa

Mood :nak g tbun
Location :scary apartmnt in Subang
Time/Date:12.57 am/5th Dec

Tbun oh Tbun.asal lah aku mcm addicted kt kau.kedengaran kau memanggil manggil aku p sane.habis duit pn habislah.sorang pn jadi lah.hahah asal laa