Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Please let 2010 be a memorable one

Okay okay so we all know 2010 is coming,few more hours from now then goodbye 2009 :)
2009 has been heck of a year for me...more pain than happiness -.- ? hmm

I've changed a lot,worse or better,you be the judge.2009 taught me a lot,changed my perception about people,changed my point of view,changed my way of thinking and really changed my attitude.Nevertheless,I hope 2010 wont be a year full of regrets but a year which I wont ever forget and filled with joy and happiness and success :)

Cheers to all of us yeah

Big hug kiss kiss Little hug,

Talented singer coming through

Im sure you guys know exactly who Charice is :) She is unbelievably talented,way better than Beyonce or Celine Deon or Whitney or Mariah Carey.In my opinion,well she's just waaay better than them.And she's just 17! okay maybe i exaggerated a bit but hey,that's just my opinion

Listen to this, will be blown away

Search her on Youtube,there's loads of video of her :)

Note to God

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak whats in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away,
For love to overflow
If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
For peace to mend this world
I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I would say what on my mind
I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world
Until these times
If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts
And I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

No, no no no
We can't do this on our own
If I can write a note to god,I would definitely write to Him.I want Him to take my life and put me in one of His heavens.But no,that's just impossible

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Rest in Peace :(


Poka died this morning.I think its kinda my fault,I didnt really took a good care of her
May you rest in peace,Poka :(

Heads in the clouds

Have you ever feel like running away to somewhere,anywhere.someplace where everyone is a stranger to you,where nobody won't even say 'Hey thats.....' .Just maybe,maybe,there's a place where you can escape from everything.From everyone that knows you,problems that just want to kick you right in the butt,situations,confrontations.Nobody could escape that.Cause that's life,reality.This is not some fairytale where you live happily ever after.Some people wish for bad things to happen cause they're just bored and want thrills and so-called-adventures.But for those who already went through somthg bad,they wish they could escape from reality.They wish for a happy ending,something they never had before.Sometimes reality just slapped you right in the face.When that happens,you wish you could just disappear.Sometimes I know I have to be grateful with what I already had cause there are a lot more unfortunate than me but sometimes I just wish I could escape from all of this.Wouldn't we all?
Im a dreamer.I dream cause dreams are just better than reality.dreams can make us happy though we know it is just impossible for it to happen.It's better to put our heads in the clouds sometimes,well if it makes us happy.I know I am.But when I come back to reality,I just feel like this huge burden suddenly fell on my shoulder making me want to cover my face and close my eyes and wish for a better life.And when this happens,I would say to myself ; take me away to better place,someway somehow,just me in it...

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Sooo Looooong

Okay this is going to be one loooong post.well clearly cause I got so much to tell.though maybe nobody is going to read it but what the hell.Shove off then if u dont want to

First:My parents are back!

Yes,finally my parents are back :) ooh how much i miss them folks.Like others(org baru balik dari Mekah),they brought back sooo many stuff,I repeat,sooo many.Common stuff;jubah,inai,tasbih,sejadah etc
So finally,boleh makan sedap sedap balik :D hehe cause im telling ya,we've been eating junk for the whole month(actually,it was 44 days)
except bile kat kampung lah,there I can eat REAL FOOD.
My mom bought me jubah and purdah.Skang bolehlah aku main ninja ninja dengan adik aku kaaan HAHAH

Second:My newest addictions

Her name is Poka :) actually it's PolkaDot cause badan die dot dot mcm polka dot.hehe.

Ok actually theres 3 of them :D
One girl,2 boys.Yg jantan tu seko eko straight,satu eko bengkok
So yg ekor straight,his name is Moustache.Pretty much cause he looks like he has one
The other one yg ekor bengkok,name die Bebeb

We got them from kakak;die kutip kat mane tah.Oh I just loooove my babies :) thts right,they're my babies now!

Third:Ten Things I Hate About Me

Dont get me wrong.I just want to tell u guys about this book!
Okay Im a bit obsessed with this book.I just freakin love it.Nyesal tak beli dari dulu lagi.At first when I see this book on the shelves,I thought it was boring and so darn predictable just by looking at the cover.Boy,I was wrong
Im gonna give 2 thumbs up.No...4 thumbs up :D haha.What I love about this book is its kinda an eye-opener for all the racists dickheads all over the globe,especially teenagers.Randa Abdel Fattah(the author) did a really good job and a really good writer.This book is pack with humor,well only if u get the humor like I do.
Okay now I sounded like iklan dalam tv haha
Anyways,currently Im looking for her first book ; Does My head look big in this?
I heard that book won an award,so Im definitely gonna buy that book hee
Yes,Im a bookworm.Got problem with that? :)

It is true when they say ; Never judge a book by its cover ;)

Fourth:Kinda Addicted to Rihanna now

I have been listening to Rihanna's new album for days for hours and Im not bored of them,yet.I love all the songs.Especially Photographs-Rihanna feat

Gahh aku dr tadi mem-promote haha

Fifth:2010 is coming

Means SPM is coming too,nearer and nearer -.- no more freedom,from now on,its going to be study study study tusyen tusyen tusyen.... DUSHHH *bunyi bende berat hit kepale*

Hmmm I guess that would be all I want to say,pour out to u guys.Later dudesss

Big Hug Kiss Kiss Little Hug,

Friday, December 4, 2009

Asal laaa

Mood :nak g tbun
Location :scary apartmnt in Subang
Time/Date:12.57 am/5th Dec

Tbun oh Tbun.asal lah aku mcm addicted kt kau.kedengaran kau memanggil manggil aku p sane.habis duit pn habislah.sorang pn jadi lah.hahah asal laa