Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Please let 2010 be a memorable one

Okay okay so we all know 2010 is coming,few more hours from now then goodbye 2009 :)
2009 has been heck of a year for me...more pain than happiness -.- ? hmm

I've changed a lot,worse or better,you be the judge.2009 taught me a lot,changed my perception about people,changed my point of view,changed my way of thinking and really changed my attitude.Nevertheless,I hope 2010 wont be a year full of regrets but a year which I wont ever forget and filled with joy and happiness and success :)

Cheers to all of us yeah

Big hug kiss kiss Little hug,

Talented singer coming through

Im sure you guys know exactly who Charice is :) She is unbelievably talented,way better than Beyonce or Celine Deon or Whitney or Mariah Carey.In my opinion,well she's just waaay better than them.And she's just 17! okay maybe i exaggerated a bit but hey,that's just my opinion

Listen to this, will be blown away

Search her on Youtube,there's loads of video of her :)

Note to God

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak whats in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away,
For love to overflow
If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
For peace to mend this world
I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I would say what on my mind
I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world
Until these times
If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts
And I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

No, no no no
We can't do this on our own
If I can write a note to god,I would definitely write to Him.I want Him to take my life and put me in one of His heavens.But no,that's just impossible

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Rest in Peace :(


Poka died this morning.I think its kinda my fault,I didnt really took a good care of her
May you rest in peace,Poka :(

Heads in the clouds

Have you ever feel like running away to somewhere,anywhere.someplace where everyone is a stranger to you,where nobody won't even say 'Hey thats.....' .Just maybe,maybe,there's a place where you can escape from everything.From everyone that knows you,problems that just want to kick you right in the butt,situations,confrontations.Nobody could escape that.Cause that's life,reality.This is not some fairytale where you live happily ever after.Some people wish for bad things to happen cause they're just bored and want thrills and so-called-adventures.But for those who already went through somthg bad,they wish they could escape from reality.They wish for a happy ending,something they never had before.Sometimes reality just slapped you right in the face.When that happens,you wish you could just disappear.Sometimes I know I have to be grateful with what I already had cause there are a lot more unfortunate than me but sometimes I just wish I could escape from all of this.Wouldn't we all?
Im a dreamer.I dream cause dreams are just better than reality.dreams can make us happy though we know it is just impossible for it to happen.It's better to put our heads in the clouds sometimes,well if it makes us happy.I know I am.But when I come back to reality,I just feel like this huge burden suddenly fell on my shoulder making me want to cover my face and close my eyes and wish for a better life.And when this happens,I would say to myself ; take me away to better place,someway somehow,just me in it...

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Sooo Looooong

Okay this is going to be one loooong post.well clearly cause I got so much to tell.though maybe nobody is going to read it but what the hell.Shove off then if u dont want to

First:My parents are back!

Yes,finally my parents are back :) ooh how much i miss them folks.Like others(org baru balik dari Mekah),they brought back sooo many stuff,I repeat,sooo many.Common stuff;jubah,inai,tasbih,sejadah etc
So finally,boleh makan sedap sedap balik :D hehe cause im telling ya,we've been eating junk for the whole month(actually,it was 44 days)
except bile kat kampung lah,there I can eat REAL FOOD.
My mom bought me jubah and purdah.Skang bolehlah aku main ninja ninja dengan adik aku kaaan HAHAH

Second:My newest addictions

Her name is Poka :) actually it's PolkaDot cause badan die dot dot mcm polka dot.hehe.

Ok actually theres 3 of them :D
One girl,2 boys.Yg jantan tu seko eko straight,satu eko bengkok
So yg ekor straight,his name is Moustache.Pretty much cause he looks like he has one
The other one yg ekor bengkok,name die Bebeb

We got them from kakak;die kutip kat mane tah.Oh I just loooove my babies :) thts right,they're my babies now!

Third:Ten Things I Hate About Me

Dont get me wrong.I just want to tell u guys about this book!
Okay Im a bit obsessed with this book.I just freakin love it.Nyesal tak beli dari dulu lagi.At first when I see this book on the shelves,I thought it was boring and so darn predictable just by looking at the cover.Boy,I was wrong
Im gonna give 2 thumbs up.No...4 thumbs up :D haha.What I love about this book is its kinda an eye-opener for all the racists dickheads all over the globe,especially teenagers.Randa Abdel Fattah(the author) did a really good job and a really good writer.This book is pack with humor,well only if u get the humor like I do.
Okay now I sounded like iklan dalam tv haha
Anyways,currently Im looking for her first book ; Does My head look big in this?
I heard that book won an award,so Im definitely gonna buy that book hee
Yes,Im a bookworm.Got problem with that? :)

It is true when they say ; Never judge a book by its cover ;)

Fourth:Kinda Addicted to Rihanna now

I have been listening to Rihanna's new album for days for hours and Im not bored of them,yet.I love all the songs.Especially Photographs-Rihanna feat

Gahh aku dr tadi mem-promote haha

Fifth:2010 is coming

Means SPM is coming too,nearer and nearer -.- no more freedom,from now on,its going to be study study study tusyen tusyen tusyen.... DUSHHH *bunyi bende berat hit kepale*

Hmmm I guess that would be all I want to say,pour out to u guys.Later dudesss

Big Hug Kiss Kiss Little Hug,

Friday, December 4, 2009

Asal laaa

Mood :nak g tbun
Location :scary apartmnt in Subang
Time/Date:12.57 am/5th Dec

Tbun oh Tbun.asal lah aku mcm addicted kt kau.kedengaran kau memanggil manggil aku p sane.habis duit pn habislah.sorang pn jadi lah.hahah asal laa

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Home Sweet Home

Finally,sampai gak kl gahah.thnk you kakak,thnk you izzah<3 heeee
Mama and ayah pn nak balik da,woo hoo! can't wait can't wait.but...
I forgot,next year SPM -.- LOL nevahmind.I'll erase my memory bout that.geheh
Since Im home now,I can finally sambung projek.What projek you asked?Seni lee
Ukiran kayu and folio tak siap lagi..gahhh -.- Oh well,I got 1 month lebih to finish it.So GAMBATE! *padahal buat tu jeeee :p

Oh yeah,smthg reminds me of the EYE INFECTION
I got it from someone,but thnk god da elok.but wan atok pacik aku sume kene :P
All because of me,err heheh.Sorry guys,get well soon ! :D heeee

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Few more days?yeah right =.=

I wanna go home.yes Aku nak hear me,kakak?take me homeeeee.take US Haji is coming,i wonder if atok got mercun.sure its not aidilfitri,but wattaheck.I just watched Amanda Show on youtube.i miss that show!they should tayang balik kt tv.I know Im gonna watch it.heee.Oh and All That :D

Here watch it :

Girls Room in Amanda Show

Dare Show in Amanda Show

Judge Trudy in Amanda Show

Oh I just looooove Amanda Show !

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Seize the day

Woo hoo ! schools out ! :D *not rlly,tmrw is the last day :p heck,what do I care.ngeheh
Completely lifeless (school today) We (Nazia and I) sang Seize the day and reminisced our memories from Form 1 till now.Form 4 sucks ! lifeless and boring -.-'' Made us realised how much we miss form 2 and 3 :( especially form 3,how we wish we could go back in time.we miss the way it used to be...

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These's streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'll do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time You lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again? Whooooah
So I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me

Big Hug kiss kiss Little Hug,

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Liar Liar Pants on FIRE

"I didnt do it!" "It wasn't me!" "aku cakap aku tak buat,aku tak buatlah!"

Tipu tipu tipu.Aren't we tired of it,already?The fact is,we're not.hah that's why we never stop from doing it. 

To lie is to state something that one knows to be false or that one does not honestly believe to be true with the intention that a person will take it for the truth.Sometimes lies are not harmful at all,sometimes it can harm everyone.Lies are more acceptable and nicer to hear.We lied everyday..

Situation A
Aminah    :I potong rambut baru.a new kan? : D
Aminahton:Omg,you look so hot! (NOT!)

Situation B
Mak     :Sape pecahkan mangkuk aku ni?!
Abang  :Adik buat kot
Mak     :Adik!kau pecahkan mangkuk mak ye?!
Adik    :Mane ade,abang yg pecahkan!
Abang  :Kau yg pecahkan!
Adik    :Kau yg pecahkan!
Abang  :Kau yg pecahkan!
Adik    :Kau yg pecahkan!
Abang  :Kau yg pecahkan!
Adik    :Kau yg pecahkan!

(and so on...)

There's a lot of situation that MADE us to tell a lie.Be it a white lie,pink lie,small lie,big lie.Same je.And the reason is also the same,that is to save our pretty asses

Did you know that there are many types of lies and it has name,like for example white lies,bluffing,Jocose lie.
Surely you have heard of them:


To bluff is to pretend to have a capability or intention which one does not actually possess. Bluffing is an act of deception which is rarely seen as immoral when it takes place in the context of a game where this kind of deception is consented to in advance by the players. For instance, a gambler who deceives other players into thinking he has different cards to those which he really holds or an athlete who indicates he will move left and then actually dodges right is not considered to be lying (also known as a feint). In these situations, deception is acceptable and is commonly expected as a tactic.

Bold-faced lie

A bold-faced (often also referred to as bare-faced or bald-faced, although all three have slightly different meanings) lie is one which is told when it is obvious to all concerned that it is a lie. For example, a child who has chocolate all around his mouth and denies that he has eaten any chocolate has told a bold-faced lie.

Contextual lie

One can state part of the truth out of context, knowing that without complete information, it gives a false impression. Likewise, one can actually state accurate facts, yet deceive with them. To say "yeah, that's right, I slept with your best friend" utilizing a sarcastic, offended tone, may cause the listener to assume the speaker did not mean what he said, when in fact he DID.

Emergency lie

An emergency lie is a strategic lie told when the truth may not be told because, for example, harm to a third party would result. For example, a neighbor might lie to an enraged wife about the whereabouts of her unfaithful husband, because said wife might reasonably be expected to inflict physical injury should she encounter her husband in person. Alternatively, an emergency lie could denote a (temporary) lie told to a second person because of the presence of a third.


An exaggeration (see also hyperbole) occurs when the most fundamental aspects of a statement are true, but only to a certain degree. It is also seen as "stretching the truth" or making something appear more powerful, meaningful, or real than it actually is.


A fabrication is a lie told when someone submits a statement as truth, without knowing for certain whether or not it actually is true. Although the statement may be possible or plausible, it is not based on fact. Rather, it is something made up, or it is a misrepresentation of the truth. Examples of fabrication: A person giving directions to a tourist when the person doesn't actually know the directions. Often propaganda is classified as a fabrication.

Jocose lie

Jocose lies are those which are meant in jest, and are usually understood as such by all present parties. Teasing and sarcasm are examples. A more elaborate instance is seen in storytelling traditions which are present in some places, where the humour comes from the storyteller's insistence that he or she is telling the absolute truth, despite all evidence being to the contrary (i.e. tall tale). There is debate about whether these are "real" lies, and different philosophers hold different views.

Lie-to-children (we all get lied by our parents :P )

A lie-to-children is a lie, often a platitude which may use euphemism(s), which is told to make an adult subject acceptable to children.For example:

Child:Mommy,where do babies come from?

You see now?

Lying by obsolete signage

Examples are the continued use of old stationery that has printed information such as a previous telephone number, or advertising that remains painted on a wall after an enterprise has ceased business.

Lying by omission

One lies by omission by omitting an important fact, deliberately leaving another person with a misconception. Lying by omission includes failures to correct pre-existing misconceptions. An example is when the seller of a car declares it has been serviced regularly but does not tell that a fault was reported at the last service. Propaganda is an example of lying by omission.

[Lying in trade

The seller of a product or service may advertise untrue facts about the product or service in order to gain sales, especially by competitive advantage. Many countries have enacted Consumer protection laws intended to combat such fraud. An example is the Illinois Consumer Fraud and Deceptive Business Practices Act that holds a seller liable for omission of any material fact that the buyer relies upon.


A misleading statement is one where there is no outright lie, but still retains the purpose of getting someone to believe in an untruth. "Dissembling" likewise describes the presentation of facts in a way that is literally true, but intentionally misleading.

Noble lie

A noble lie is one which would normally cause discord if it were uncovered, but which offers some benefit to the liar and assists in an orderly society, therefore potentially beneficial to others. It is often told to maintain law, order and safety.


Perjury is the act of lying or making verifiably false statements on a material matter under oath or affirmation in a court of law, or in any of various sworn statements in writing. Perjury is a crime, because the witness has sworn to tell the truth and, for the credibility of the court to remain intact, witness testimony must be relied on as truthful.


Puffery is an exaggerated claim typically found in advertising and publicity announcements, such as "the highest quality at the lowest price," or "always votes in the best interest of all the people," or "even a jeweler cannot tell it from a genuine diamond."

White lie

A white lie would cause only relatively minor discord if it were uncovered, and typically offers some benefit to the hearer. White lies are often used to avoid offense, such as complimenting something one finds unattractive. In this case, the lie is told to avoid the harmful realistic implications of the truth. As a concept, it is largely defined by local custom and cannot be clearly separated from other lies with any authority. White lies are usually innocent alone, but troubling in groups.

Now,do you think you know how to detect a lie?Think again.Some liars are so good at lying,you won't even realised it.Unless you force them to swear with Quran or

Here's how to detect a lie:

• Expressions are limited to mouth movements when someone is faking emotions (like happy, surprised, sad, awe, )instead of the whole face. For example; when someone smiles naturally their whole face is involved: jaw/cheek movement, eyes and forehead push down, etc.
• A guilty person gets defensive. An innocent person will often go on the offensive.
• A liar is uncomfortable facing his questioner/accuser and may turn his head or body away.
• A liar might unconsciously place objects (book, coffee cup, etc.) between themselves and you.
• Liars sometimes avoid "lying" by not making direct statements. They imply answers instead of denying something directly.
• The guilty person may speak more than natural, adding unnecessary details to convince you... they are not comfortable with silence or pauses in the conversation.
If you believe someone is lying, then change subject of a conversation quickly, a liar follows along willingly and becomes more relaxed. The guilty wants the subject changed; an innocent person may be confused by the sudden change in topics and will want to back to the previous subject.
•Liars use humor or sarcasm to avoid a subject.

Obviously, just because someone exhibits one or more of these signs does not make them a liar. The above behaviors should be compared to a persons base (normal) behavior whenever possible.
Most lie detecting experts agree that a combination of body language and other cues must be used to make an educated guess on whether someone is telling the truth or a lie.

Some lied for the best,some lied for one's own good.But hey,let's keep to the saying,
Honesty is the best policy ! :)

Big Hug kiss kiss Little Hug,

Tuesday, November 10, 2009


Saturday is coming,unfortunately -.-
Whats gonna happn on saturday?oh balik kampung :) (+.+")
Im gonna stay there for.......hmmm how many days eh.3 weeks or more.yeahh lame doh
What am i gonna do there ? :P maybe:
1)Keja lembu (or the other way around -.- )
2)kasi ayam makan ?
3)fishing ?
4)lepak dpn tv,and stay like that till 8 dec comes *hmm sounds like a good plan for a couch potato and end up looking like a real potato.hahh

Gahhh this is lame

Big hug kiss kiss Little hug,